i wonder ward on earth kan ever make one so helpless hopeless and dull.
i wonder why am i feelin empty aft i woke up.


probably,
stress is piling up
i hef not been hefin fun
i hef not been steppin outta my house ever since yesterdae
i hef not been steppin into my fav restaurant
overdose of sleep when imma not suppose to
too much of ballets?(wth)
someone indirectli pierced my heart
i feel dat the world is against me
i feel dat no one cares for me


i told myself is all I L L U S I O N..
bessie com'on endure endure. FUN is calling you aft yur exams! bessie focus focus. stop thinking of all these nonsencial mind deceivers dats corrupting yur mind.