Depression had got so common in singapore nowadays
is tragic i must say
its been so common dat even people ard me are getting dat virus
worst still depression is the cause of her death.


we oftening used 'depress' when our spirits are low
now....
i sence the seriousness in it
it can even leads to tragedy
dat nobody would expect it to happen
esp people ard me
dat had once talk to me
had once been in your life
once joke and heard her laughters
someone jovial, understanding and cheerful
no one would expect her to be down with depression


back to square one
is our life getting too hectic?
getting too stressful?
wheres our standard of living?
wheres the luxuries?
wheres the time?
looking at the traffic during early 615am
i already saw plently of cars passing by the highway
if we leave at say 645am
good luck,
your car would prolly stuck in the middle of the jam


look at how hard singaporeans work!
my mom is a good example
thou she starts work in the afternoon but
ends as late as 10pm or even later
and now she is opening one more branch
meaning more challenges will come up
even when she is back home
she dont rest right aft her hot bathe
she needs to do the account for today's busniess
and slowly end on her comfy bed


yes! is true no money you cant survive
dats what singaporeans had been working so hard for
we want a luxurious life
we want brandies!
sigh
life is so threatening!


dont be surprise if one day i am diagnose with depression
thou people say
'aiyah bessie would never be depress want la,
look at her,
she is insane most of the time'
oh, com'on
look at the work load i am having now!
this is seriously INSANE!


looking at my dear friends around me
i realised they are less happier now
including myself
can life be easier?
so we will be happier?
in a way i guess..


anyways,
my dearest teacher
mdm masudah
rest in peace