wad a sucky dae.blardee wednesdae kill mee totalli.

wenta posb wanted ta hef mah atm card done bud im nt fulli 16 yet.so still nid mah mom's concent and sum blardee documents.its aint as easy as ward i tot. jus feel not right fer not getting dah job done.


alrights. xuans and me went over ta yishun safra fer a climb. we did a lead climb over at dah inclined routh. was njoyable. during mah 2nd climb. i kena 3 blisters at mah palms! so pain kann. so nvm. i decided ta stop mah inclined routh and focus on easier colour rouths. guess ward. i cant do it la! i jus felt dah sore of mah feet, fingers and mah blisters. mah mind was like telling me ta stop climbing. i dun hef dah will animore ta continue. last time i used ta finish dah routh bud now i totalli screwed up. i cant even finish dah easiest routh der! wth. me and xuans sharing dah same prob. sighh.


felt tt all dah hard work tt i hef put in before exams is all gone now. i duneo whether am i reallie weak now or is jus not a dae fer climbing. mah whole bod is weaken. i felt damn discourage! =(
ward is borthering me now is should i compete? realise tt now mah stardard is soo far away. i nid time ta get all mah power back. bud comp is in a few weeks time and i gort no time ta climb again cus of dah camps. darnn..ward happen ta mee! nthing could make mee happier now. mah passion has now went into dah drain. i reallie nid lotsa motivation ta get back dah feeling again. felt all mah hard work is wasted!


i neva tot tt i'll ever nid him. bud thinking of it. all i nid is his encouragment. he understands it dah most. bud now his mind is full of gurls gurls gurls and more gurls.sighh.
shall closed dah dae by telling mahself ' all climbers been thru ups and downs during their climb'. which is true. anyways is not dah first time im feeling this.