Happy Boxing Day
or wadeva it is called.


here comes the The final week of holiday! not so happy thou.


yay! i am happy cus i can see all my school mates once again.
fucked
those skul work, stress, competitions and all the @$^##@!~%$#&*^ dat will come and go.


i used ta be looking forward for competitions. bud now looking at the practices i had, i think i can forget it. it kinda became a fear dat i feel like escaping. bud another hand i feel like competiting.
no promises i would win. is jus dat i hate to lose. losing my soul. losing myself. losing to the world. my coach ever taught me, its between you and the wall not others. all i need now is somebody to enlighten me!


this week better be a disciplinary week for me! or rather it must be ALL ABOUT DISCIPLINE!
i gonna go back to my jogging routine. and climb as much i could.
i kan say good-bye to my strict diet. its NOT dat i am slim enuff. its jus dat..okay dun ask me.


and i gonna start interpret my theme for aesthetic.


and i gonna start SAVING!


i know 2006 its gonna spend me alot! the onli thing i anticipate for now is CNY!
i want moh-ney!
i hate it when i am broke!
when i cant spend and cant do anything!
do you ever thought of if you hef a million dollars now. what sorts of thing you gonna spend on? or rather what type of woman you might become?


well..think abt it