first day of school.

you think is kool? fun? exciting?

hell NOOOOOO!!!!

ogay forget abt the school agendas.

i jus hefta bear with it for 1 more yr! in real fact less than dat. it wont kill right?

*deeeeeeeeeeeeep sigh*

nowadays imma hefing lotsa deep thoughts in my mind.

i duneo what the hell i want bud i am jus feeling low.

feel that i cant satisfy my desire.

feel that everything is going wrong.

i wish i could be back as a first timer.

where everything is so pure and innocent to you.

when time pass by

i think i had certainly changed into another person.

a person dat i almost cant recognise.

a person dat is not bessie anymore.

a person dats sad and gloomy

definately not bessie anymore.

i hate this feeling, it sucks. big time!