my diastous results

cry no more pls!

i really hate to talk about my results here
i aint want to tell the whole universe i gotton
such a lousy results
with that stupid brain of mine
fuck
i hef come to the end of my patience


i can feel the heat of my tears trickled down my face
when i saw
2 F9, 2 D7, 1 E8 and 1 B4


even subjects i used to score rather well became a failing grade
sigh
is like the past memories came haunting my souls again
i fucking hate the feeling of 'regret'
and i dont want to face the cruel fact when i was in p4 again.
i tasted it once and not gonna let history repeat itself.


yes i admit my body became rigid
and lost the faith in myself
but
i am not gonna let this happen anymore


gonna put the past aside
and start all over again
let this be a learning point for me
and the last chance to prove my own capablity.