make me stronger

Can't blame me, i've got a valid reason. I ATTEMPTED to revise my Italian, after a minute, my legs just walked out by itself, so yea here i am figuring out my thoughts! Holy shit! what does this prove? Bess cannot study for nuts!


Oh well yes very true, tomorrow is gonna be the most pressurizing and demoralizing day ever ever ever! Gonna have zee ever dreading written, listening test and role play tomorrow! Lets scream "SIAO!!!" together! Yes very crazy i know, i do not know how am i suppose to handle and manage the stress i am going through. It seems impossible to stay clam and focus!


I hate to face failure, knowing the fact that i can't make it and realised i am the weakest link. OH well i have exactly 8hrs to figure and work it out! I seriously have no no no idea how am i gonna pull through the night having to memorize those alien words in 8hrs time. NOOOOOOOOOOOway


oh come on bess 2 more days! Bollywood english picnic, food galore, laughters, favourite girlies, boysome, party like a rockstar, some serious snooze, booze and lots of loving!
i can't freaking wait!


*******
If confidence, optimism and frankness are gonna cure my dysfunctional.
i am willing to do anything to have it back to my life again
like losing a piece of my flesh now, i would
at this moment of life, feeling so naked, empty and confuse
i just wished that everything around me is still in place
but it doesn't seems like it, maybe being too hard is never a good thing
people give in so much, sadly to say they only received this tiny much.
yes i can't deny the fact that life is unfair
and i know that the giving and receiving thing can never reach to a balance.
reason is simple, go figure!
human nature....tsktsktsk


i better get going! back to dreadful Italian! ciao!