have you ever felt so empty and numb. dat whatever comes to you is so fragile. every single thing dat comes to you you feel fatigue. phyiscially you're breaking down but mental took over and kept pushing every step. the more you try the more tired you became. the feeling of breaking down but you cant. you hefta hang on hard. isnt feeling good aye. will ever frustration turns into determination?

the more i borther. the more painful i get. the more i miss the more i could feel the pinch. i wish i could push everything back and start believing. believing myself, believe everyone believe the world. i duneo when will i break down and burst out in tears. as far as i know. when its time to refocus my life again i will get it going no matter what. with my heart and my soul.