In- Much-Agony

i am trying hard to forget

i am trying hard to stop waiting

i am trying hard to fucking get the lines in my brain

i am trying hard to relax my souls

dont know when tears start rolling down

dont know why do i have to make myself

living in such miseries.

i am so messed up!

fucking messed up

i want to let go of everything

let it all goooooo

time hef just certainly changed everything

when time passed by,

the strength just pushed you further

you know 'so near yet so far'?

is sucha PAIN process

my heart ache like $^%$&

CHEEEE B!

i am tired already

i dont want to be yur comedy anymore

i dont want to be yur blardee alternative

i dont want to be yur listening ear

i dont want to be yur late night

msn communicating device

i dont want to be yur anybody

all these while

i felt fucking fooled

a competely clown!

i know i've been a pea in your eyes

not even a teeny wheeny mole!

thats it!

i am tired

GET LOST!