say no

i am clinching my fist
locking my fingers
and sending messages to my brain
to say a firm NO!
no to everything
no to you
no to your calls
no to your text messages


my heart will skip a beat
whenever i saw your name on the caller id
without a doubt i picked up the call
and i put it down within seconds
cause i am saying no to everything you are doing


i am doing this cause i felt insecured
i want to get over with everything
and stop thinking big
cause nothing is gonna happen
NOTHING
i am afraid
and i have a phobia
so let me be


self control come on say no
no
no
no
no