$174






i am having some ultimate saving plan for myself
thankyou for being fbroke
thus i have to result myself to this state.
sigh


BUT
having thoughts of those CP chicken wings and wonderful seaweed chicks and ohmy the LOVE ice-creams!
i will make sure i clean the house up and ground myself.
i will start to love home!
i will..i will....


i really hope mom will get my air-con fixed
cause the freaking air-con is seriously driving me nuts!
water leaks like its raining i swear!
And the blardee fan moan and roar like a lion!
please mom please get those necessities fixed!
i cant sleep for nuts when i am freaking hot and noisy!
uuurrgghhh....


now you understand why i hate home!


anyhows
these few days had been really really low/high for me
despite i have wonderful friends around me to cheer me up.
but when they left me
i realised i am all alone again
no doubt things get through my mind round and round and round...


so many issues i need to sort out and re-adjust myself again
i need to get back to the normal life i used to have
i need to stress myself that i am way better off without you.
i have to get through this stage.
i ought to


theres only one reason left
dont want things to get back to square one


tomorrow will be a yet another better day!
tata for now