i cant take the distance

this page has been too quiet for too long
here i am again updating what i've left.




Before i know its already 2008, what a wonderful year i had back in 07
and now embarking on a brand new year. Always thought that a new year has began should be a brand new start for me but nevertheless i found myself still at the end of 07 racing and struggling. I don't feel that this warm fuzzy feeling had ever left me ever since then and i believe time will slowly blur everything out.


After what i've felt today, made me realised what i believed is not true. It made me feels like i am still living in my own little memory of year 07, still not moving forward and still hopelessly pending down there. Yes.. at times i just feel like getting loose from reality for a while and dream of what i really miss and now it tasted really sweeeet. Cause i have been ignoring all the hard facts and all the on goings that have been moving so fast that i just don't wish to know. Things i just don't wish to know. Just say ignorance is bliss- yes truly is


Maybe in the little world of ours, we can still have some loving time for each other. We are living in two worlds apart yet feeling the same maybe telepathy does exist. If theres nothing much to say i will just leave it as maybe....


Have a blessed lunar year new dearest