a sudden gulit just washed over me


i know i am being so mean
the other day
for avoiding for ignoring
for being fucking
stuck up
you know what
here i am trying hard
to get over you
and there you are
trying hard starting a conversation
what am i suppose to do?
what will you think abt me right now?
'dat fucking bitch deserve to die?'
'why is she ingoring me?'
'screw dat sucker up?'


prolly i should just
throw away my dignity
for a while
to apologise
for the juvenile act of mine